Thursday, May 2, 2013

The Promise You Can't Keep


05-02-13
2 in the morning
(Phils.)

I was away for four whole months. I was away from you. And the day I went home, you were one of those people who fetched me right at the airport. Then at midnight, you told me how happy you were to see me again. And you promised that in the duration of my short stay here, you will never make me cry or try to hurt me. Days passed and I was happy… we were happy. You try to squeeze your schedule just so you can see me every single day. And I do my best to see you without missing any of the important things I have to do daily. But today was supposed to be a special day. I would have wanted to see you the soonest I can… but things happened. And tears just went running down my cheeks for almost the whole day today. I was inside my room for hours while you were there with your friends, talking and eating and laughing and drinking your hearts out. I was just inside my room, on my bed, hugging my pillow… crying myself to sleep. And each time I open my eyes, I feel my tears running down again. 
You failed to keep your promise. :’(

12 comments:

  1. promises are made to be broken,sometimes things happen for a reason...

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    1. yes, they really do happen for a reason. </3

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  2. OA mo ha! :D sige ka, pag di ka tumigil, PAPANGIT ka :D

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    1. Haha! Lalabas talaga ang ka-OA-han pag puso na pinag-usapan! Charbaki! Hehe.

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  3. i just keep on reading this post of yours and i'm wondering if you're ok now?

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    1. Yes, sherry. I'm great! Thanks for your concern. Just wrote this to express.. :)

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  4. everything happens for a some reasons, and sometimes promises made to be broken not because of that person its because patuloy tayong umaasa sa walang kasiguraduhan .

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  5. Don't hang on...all the heartaches will soon disappear... i was in your shoe, like, a few weeks ago and i learn to move on...i learn to let that person go...if he comes back, i don't know if I can still welcome him into my life...

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  6. I was in your shoe some weeks ago...yeah it's really hard but we, women are tough...i believe we are the toughest being on earth...

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  7. Hi! I just searched you through fb, and found out that we have a common friend. She's actually my cousin who lives in Bohol and/or Dumaguete. Since you are my cousin's friend, i hope you are fine now. :-)

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  8. sometimes promises are meant to be broken for a reason. reason that opens our mind to something or some realization in the future where God only knows when to reveal :) being broke today does not mean to be broken your whole life through, it goes to show you are human enough to feel it today and move on the next day.

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